...you just feel totally worthless? 
Crap isn't it? Like really 
I mean, God, what is the point? I'm going bloody insane, slowly and painfully and there's nothing anyone can do about it. I probably need a therapist but whatever.
Freaky little brattish sister driving me mad...everything she does, "Oh Fern is sooo perfect." I do the bloody dishes and get critisized, "Not done properly." She doesn't even bother and no one says anything to her.
And stupid boys. Stupid boys...argh so annoying. Bye bye Robbo. 
Hello single life. I've missed you so...not.
Going job hunting tommorow...so, I've just finished school, gotten out of that Hell Hole (well, ok, sometimes it was a fun place)for a while and now I've got parents breathing down my bloody neck and next my boss is going to be screaming at me. I can't wait to just DO something...I just wanna be on stage, and see those people looking up at me. All the people who have ever put me down or said I'm not good enough...just want them to see what I can do.
Some day I suppose.
The sky. It's so vast and endless. My crowd, they think they're giants. They're like dust in the eyes of God.
I feel like im in the middle of a crowded room screaming at the top of my lungs and nobody looks up.
